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this is just the beginning of the end
it's right about now that i start to learn to accept
we're all gonna be memories someday
so we might as well give them something worth remembering
it's so lonely being insane
it's so lonely in my dreams
because in there, it's only me
there comes a point where we start to question life
the hardest things are the first hellos and the last goodbyes
and as much as it hurts i need to say
goodbye
goodbye
and don't you dare miss me
yeah
i know this is painful for you
but be thankful
i'm dead and gone
believe me
the world will carry on
be strong
this is just the beginning of the end
it's right about now that i start to learn to accept
and as much as it hurts i need to say
goodbye
goodbye
and don't you dare miss me
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Goodbye (2013 Demo)
02:47
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Dear (2013 Demo)
03:25
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wake up, you're a mess for your friends
waiting for something to change
locked and loaded in my brain
wanting something else sane
and i will hold you from the deep end
and i will hold you in your sleep and
no matter which way you go
i will love you so
wake up, you're a mess again
life is speeding ahead of your rest
make up your mind there's little time
waiting for something to change
and i will hold you from the deep end
and i will hold you in your sleep and
i will catch you if you fall down
and i will keep on the safe ground
no matter which way you go
no matter where you call home
no matter where the sun goes
i will love you so
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we are young and we don't give a shit
fuck this town and everybody in it
vandalize the holy bible
criticize what we rely on
raise up our fists and scream
we are hopeless and
this world's infinity
we are nothing and
our lives are eternities
we are helpless and
so fuck up the world with me
even if the world is endless,
i'll go over the edge
even when i feel friendless,
well, i've got some in my head
vandalize the hopeless minded
criticize the hypnotized
raise up our fists and scream
we are hopeless and
this world's infinity
we are nothing and
our lives are eternities
we are helpless and
so fuck up the world with me
i am young and i don't give a shit
so fuck this town and everyone in it
the youth seems hopeless
but for the moment, listen to their cries
cause they are still valid
vandalize the holy bible
criticize what we rely on
raise up our fists and scream
we are hopeless and
this world's infinity
we are nothing and
our lives are eternities
we are helpless and
so fuck up the world with me
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lucid conclusions is what it's come to
you see things different - is it me? is it you?
i wonder, are we just dirt and some glue?
shit held together by material things
what does it mean to be insane?
is there something wrong up in my brain?
you can lie to me all you want
but i'm still at fault
and if you blow my head right off
i know that they'll still talk
if it was really me all along
it will be better when i'm gone
either way i can't be wrong
either way it's the last straw
choosing isn't wrong all the time
indecision breeds nothing but wasted time
watching things changing changes our lives
i want to rewind things to a simpler time
what does it mean to be insane?
is there something wrong up in my brain?
you can lie to me all you want
but i'm still at fault
and if you blow my head right off
i know that they'll still talk
if it was really me all along
it will be better when i'm gone
either way i can't be wrong
either way it's the last straw
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wasting lives
waiting lingers around my heart
around my mind
i'll linger on
give it up i'm about ready to die
this is how to survive the trip
things are getting pretty hectic here
won't be too long 'til i don't exist
way out below the waves
i've dug out of all my dreams
every day, the future seems more bleak
but the past keeps glistening
i'll linger on
changing lanes
rearrange the system
we're all okay, we're just afraid
of what's to come
loosen up i'm about ready to quit
this is how we're gonna finish this
it's never gonna be better so
why stick around to see it?
way out below the waves
i've dug out of all my dreams
every day, the future seems more bleak
but the past keeps glistening
i'll linger on
way out below the waves
way out below the waves
i've dug out of all my dreams
every day, the future seems more bleak
but the past keeps glistening
of what's to come
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the way i see things, i'm never sleeping again
no one to call me, no one to miss me when i'm gone
i'm all by myself, fending for myself is how i grew up
the way i see things, i wish i was sleeping
that way, i could wake up
when i was out there, beyond the lights and the air
i was scared
got what i deserved, the cold shoulder
and you shouldn't care
when all that i give is what i'm given
then i, i get scared
i'm all by myself
i'm all alone now with you
who could care?
when i have gotten all i gave to you i'll understand
how it feels to be left alone in the rain
i was hoping someone would come and lift me out of this
how can someone save me if i can't even save myself?
i might need help, i might be insane
that's okay
well isn't it true? you don't know what you have
until it stays with you
maybe i lied
maybe you cried
oh well, i get scared
i'm hopeless, reckless
you don't care
when i have gotten all i gave to you i'll understand
how it feels to be left alone in the rain
i was hoping someone would come and lift me out of this
how can someone save me if i can't even save myself?
the way i see things
i'm never sleeping again
no one to call me
no one to miss me when i'm gone
i'm gone
i'm all by myself
fending for myself is how i grew up
the way i see things
i wish i was sleeping
that way, i could wake up
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close your eyes, shut the blinds
it's time
wish me well down in Hell
i'll be fine
i can try to stay here, fine
i'll be fine
but i'm better off in a coffin in the ground
in the ground, i'll rot away
wish me to stay
what more can i be?
i'm just a memory
say goodbye, but please don't cry
it's time
i've learned a lot, i've lived my allotted time
i'll be fine
it was written out, i'm meant to pout
i'll be fine
if i have luck, they'll give a fuck
remember me
remember me, please
wish me to stay
what more can i be?
don't cry for me, i tried to be what i was meant to be
all i could be was me
close your eyes and shut the blinds
it's time
it's my curtain call, i'm signing off
i'll be fine, i'll be fine
if i have luck, you'll give a fuck
i tried, i tried
but don't forget all that i meant in this life
this is just a prelude to my end
i'm dead
my friend, i'm dead
let me go, for now
i'll see you underground
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you can run from your friends and home
but you can't run from yourself
and as hard as you try to escape
you're the one you can't help
you can walk until you're crawling on the ground
but when you get back up, you'll still be all by yourself
please don't leave me here
or i'll have to face my fear of falling down
in the dark i see it all so clearly
don't know what i want or how i'll get to it
and i'm nearly done
i don't know enough
or maybe i know too much
everything i try to do get turned back on myself
so i've given up my hopes and run away by myself
and i'll walk until i'm crawling on the ground
but when i get back up, i'll still be all by myself
please don't come back here
or i'll have to face my fears of going home
cause in the dark i see it all so clearly
don't know what i want or how i'll get to it
and i'm nearly done
i don't know enough
or maybe i know too much
you can run from your friends and home
but you can't run from yourself
in the dark i see it all so clearly
don't know what i want or how i'll get to it
and i'm nearly done
i don't know enough
or maybe i know too much
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you standing there looking down
do you even care?
who, who are you? where do you
get off judging me?
who do you think you are?
new, you're so new
state of the art
like a wild animal
knew, always knew
that you were an animal
who do you think you are?
wait a minute, i'm caught in between
the same old circumstances
you can count me out, but i'm still here
i'm still alive in my mind
what is my kind?
not human beings, in-betweens
we're the aliens
who do we think we are?
lost in the world, all these girls
oh why oh why
do they try to become what we despise?
who do they think they are?
wait a second, i don't even mean
what it is i'm thinking
please count me out
pretend i'm not here
waiting for me, only me
radioactive
control me, i dare you
radioactive girls
in this fascist world
in this fashion world
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i hate to see people waste their lives away
worrying about what they can't change
it's that we fear most, what we cannot control
or what we'll never be able to explain
time carries on and one day we'll all be gone
try to be strong for your own sake
we all make mistakes, we were built to bend and break
don't let time get the best of you
as much as we know, we cannot control
what's wrong in our lives
it's just so
i speak from experience, and know that i mean it
when i say you'll make it thru
time carries on and one day we'll all be gone
try to be strong for your own sake
we all make mistakes, we were built to bend and break
don't let time get the best of you
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it's the end of the world and i know
that i don't have a place to call home
believe me when i say, i'm alone and afraid
it's the end of the world, oh no
it's the end of the world, they say
fear and panic spread like disease
but you cannot deny what you see with your eyes
this is certainly not a surprise
we can't fight what we don't ignite
we wasted our lives to see them flash by
oh no
it's the end of the world and i now
the only place i'll feel same is home
but as we run away and watch the world up in flames
it's the end of the world, oh no
we all try to run away from our lives
but the only thing you can't escape is yourself
oh no
we move on and on and on and on
we move on and on, cause it makes us feel strong
we all have regrets
but it's too late for that
it's the end of the world and i now
the only place i'll feel same is home
but as we run away and watch the world up in flames
it's the end of the world, oh no
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when she looks to me, i can hardly breathe
eyes that lie awake, just another mistake
let go, but make sure you know
this is one more time and i'm gone
i can't lead this life anymore
i'll leave this world behind
but i'm still lost in her eyes
and she'll never know
just how far i'd go
just to be with her,
i'd cross the universe
let go, but make sure you know
this is one more time and i'm gone
i can't lead this life anymore
i'll leave this world behind
but i'm still lost in her eyes
i will try when i'm gone
i would try, but i'm gone
this is one more time and i'm gone
i can't lead this life anymore
i'll leave this world behind
but i'm still lost in her eyes
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i've come to terms with myself, i thought i was made for more than this
but my whole life, i've fooled myself
my dreams were just too far from here
my eyes are open now
there's no going back, this is my escape
don't forget what i've said and what little i meant
i won't come back to this place
cause i'm going home
don't cry for me, i tried to be
what i was meant to be
all i could be was me
there's no turning back now
i'll see you underground
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