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Life Goes On (2013 Demo)
04:27
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don't you bother to explain
it won't ease the pain
the years go by, the wounds heal
the scars reside where i still feel
is it weird to disappear?
if you were who you could be
it wouldn't matter much to me
if i was the right son
would you have stuck around a little longer?
no second chances or second thoughts
it's only one life you've got
i've learned my lesson, i learned a lot
i learned the beating's not the hardest part
is it weird to want to disappear?
if you were who you could be
it wouldn't matter much to me
if i was the right son
would you have stuck around a little longer?
i spent too much time on
trying to get by on
not thinking about why you're gone
well, this is life
and life goes on
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*round eye sarah*
i can't feel like that again
all the voices in my head
screaming to me, "turn the key"
"kill them all" right here
blood in the streets, oh no
but in the streets, i'm home
so i turn the key just a bit
just enough so the voices quit
all the people run away
soaked in blood, they run away
blood in the streets, oh no
but in the streets, i'm home
you can't escape my gun
because in the streets, there's blood
i can't defeat the demons in my mind
i run away, but they are still inside
rip out my tongue, take back all i have said
these thought won't leave me until i'm dead
blood in the streets, oh no
but in the streets, i'm home
you can't escape my gun
because in the streets, there's blood
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time and time and time again i've just tried
to live my life
and all that means to all my friends is that
i lied
i don't want to die
what will they say to you?
well, what can they say?
your suicidal thoughts are gone,
you're older now and you've moved on
what will they say to you?
and what will you say?
they should be happy for you, right?
don't worry, they'll come around
in time
now i'm here on my own, i guess that's fine
somehow i always seem to get by
tearing down the pictures on my walls
they meant nothing at all
i wasted my time
what will they say to you?
well, what can they say?
your suicidal thoughts are gone,
you're older now and you've moved on
what will they say to you?
and what will you say?
they should be happy for you, right?
don't worry, they'll come around
in time
what will they say to you?
well, what will you say?
what are you gonna do
when the pain goes away?
cause nothing's ever meant
to stay with you
anyway
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even though times are harder
they're just gonna get worse
even if we falter
we'll never escape the hearse
all you can do is breathe
and stay here with me
i'll set you free from you
it's not a battle if you give up before it starts
you broke cause you couldn't handle
all the broken hearts
all you can do is leave
and i'll believe
i can make it out on my own
father, father, can you hear us?
you're so far, but always near us
in our memories
we'll leave this world to face our demons
after all, there's no hell or heaven
where do you think we're living?
we are what we make ourselves
this is what we make it out to be
yeah
even though times are harder
they're just gonna get worse
even if we falter
we'll never escape the hearse
all you can do is breathe
and stay here with me
i'll set you free from you
all you can do is leave
and i'll believe
i can make it out on my own
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it's been a wild ride
i've seen too many faces go by
and i don't know why
it's been a long time
i spent a lot of time
watching, waiting
wondering
why can't i face the facts?
i know there's got to be more than this
i swear, no matter how strong the current
i will make it out alive
is it true, what they're saying?
that i won't really make it?
how can you be so sure of yourself?
i've got a lot of ideas but
they only sound good on paper
why oh why do i even try?
why can't i just quit?
there's no way i'll be more than shit
i can't
i'm just worthless
i'm scared i won't make it out alive
please believe in me
why can't i just face the facts?
i know there's got to be more than this
i swear, no matter how strong the current
i will make it out alive
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well he walks with his crown of thorns
looks away from their seven snake eyes
walks to places he's been long before
walks away but he doesn't know why
i don't if it's worth my time
i don't think i should even try
i won't know until i die
well honor thy brother for life
but his father is hard to come by
forsaken by all of his kind
his friends gave him away with a kiss
i don't if it's worth my time
i don't think i should even try
i won't know it until i die
faces blur [...]
people wander until they're full
taste the water, turn it to wine
my last breath must burn my broken spine
i don't if it's worth my time
i don't think i should even try
i won't know it until i die
hung up on a cross left to die
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can you feel it in the air?
the fat is thicker, the meat is rare
no longer substance, but substance abuse
the questions linger, who counts on who?
you'll be back and i'll be here
no moral compass, only fear
forgive and forget, [...]
cause that's what makes [.....]
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if there's a cure to my illness
would it be bad if i had it all along?
you say need to feel empty
so you fill the holes with sex and drugs
is it enough?
do you sleep at night?
are you alright?
and can you take me somewhere far away?
so i don't have to wait around anymore
and can you take the pain far away?
so i won't have to face my thoughts anymore
i just have to keep saying
i'll be okay and it will happen
or at least i hope
you'll never be as young as you are right now
so don't waste it, kid
don't wait
are you sure you're fine?
you don't seem alright
and can you take me somewhere far away?
so i don't have to wait around anymore
and can you take the pain far away?
so i won't have to face my thoughts anymore
if there's a cure to my illness
i don't want it, you can keep it
i'll be fine
and can you take me somewhere far away?
so i don't have to wait around anymore
and can you take the pain far away?
so i won't have to face my thoughts anymore
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she looks over at me, what'd she say? what'd she say?
and i hear my father's name
what did he say?
you'll be alright when you get home
just turn off the lights your father left on
and she tries to put in words
what he says, what he says
but she can't put in words
what he did
and i try to understand but the words don't exist
i still can't find them
i just don't know if it's worth it anymore
to hold onto pain no one can ever know
i'll just close my eyes, pretend i don't exist
just like you wanted
you never wanted me
the years go by without a call
it's not like i can
just let go, just let it go
a world torn apart, and a life down the drain
hang yourself in shame
i just don't know if it's worth it anymore
to hold onto pain no one can ever know
i'll just close my eyes, pretend i don't exist
just like you wanted
you never wanted me
move on, move on the current's strong
move on, move on, just carry on
move on, move on, the world revolves
move on, move on, life will go on
move on
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we don't show that we care
while you don't even know
why you're here
everyone that i've ever met
has been turned down
and been different
so don't say i can't change
just because i don't wanna lose
cause i'm not gonna change
for you
when you go, it's who you were
that leaves a mark on everyone
so state your claims, and speak the truth
is it really me? or is it you?
so don't say i can't change
just because i don't wanna lose
cause i'm not gonna change
for you
don't say that i'm crazy
this never was easy
i'm out on my own and i could use some help
so don't say i can't change
just because i don't wanna lose
cause i'm not gonna change
for you
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i might be problematic, maybe i'm just a faggot
maybe i'm not meant for this world at all
and yeah, i am a loser
self-righteous self-abuser
maybe if it were you against the world
you'd see from my perspective
not just what you've selected
maybe my reasons are valid after all
and can you even blame me?
even my girlfriend hates me
maybe i'm not meant for this world at all
tell me you're right, when i know you're wrong
we could fight all night because
there are ten ways to the sun
and i know you won't
believe a word that i'm saying
cause that'd be too hard
with ten ways to the sun
you'd think we'd agree on one
there's nothing left to discuss
just ten ways to the sun
and if you think you're like me
a no-good dropout like me
maybe you're not meant for this world at all
and all your friends are losers
they're only there to use you
maybe you should try and chase them off
and be a loner like me
walk with your head down like me
maybe you'll disappear if you wish hard enough
cause no one here believes you
no one believes in you
maybe someone will see what was there all along
just give me a chance
let me sing my song
i could wait all my life because
there are ten ways to the sun
and i know you won't
believe a word that i'm saying
cause that'd be too hard
with ten ways to the sun
you'd think we'd agree on one
there's nothing left to discuss
just ten ways to the sun
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cellophane wrapped over your face
no one's listening anyway
die by your own hand
be a martyr for this town
let youthful innocence ever slow you down
the cuts too deep are the ones that hang around
they'll never wash away or heal
it's too late for 'sorry' now
there's no fixing the mess as it is now
no moving forward, just wandering around
if you had one more day
what would you have to say?
what would you keep to yourself?
i'd like to know, so turn the car around
december smile lost in the rain
well, let's all step back and rethink things
my damage was done in dollars and cents
but i lost myself and there's no coming back
so do you still think i was a villain all this time?
i'm a victim to myself
i've been a victim all my life
woah is me, you see
cause that's the way
it's time to forgive, while i'm still living
if you had one more day
what would you have to say?
what would you keep to yourself?
i'd like to know, so turn the car around
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i wandered by the sea where the tears meet the sand
tried to shake your voices out of my head
i stitched up the wounds but the sutures have come undone
the worms crawl out after rain just to die in the sun
well, you can't expect the old dog to have learned new tricks
if the tiger's stripes haven't changed - always fixed
but it's all so simple when you try to erase things
as the worms dry out, so do my friends fade
if you get to heaven, please, would you wait for me?
cause i can't make it in on my own
please forgive me my old friend
i will wait forever
just to walk beside you thru the gates
you can't change where you come from
don't forget that
don't give up on me
if you get to heaven, please, would you wait for me?
cause i can't make it in on my own
please forgive me my old friend
i will wait forever
just to walk beside you thru the gates
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At Her All (2013 Demo)
03:04
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the pills, they help, but do they work?
to me, it seems, all they do is hurt
we rarely know what's happening
until it all has happened
she wanted more from this life
to her, anything was fine
don't take life too seriously
no one gets out alive anyway
she felt like no one loved her
when she lived inside my heart
things made for good can do such bad
things done in love can lash back
you wanted more from this life
you wanted it done out for you
well all that's gold is rusty
and all that shines is shit underneath
she wanted more from this life
to her, anything was fine
don't take life too seriously
no one gets out alive anyway
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Catfish Days (2013 Demo)
05:03
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i never know what to say because it doesn't matter
when i have a lost to say, the silence lingers
i don't really see much here for me anymore
i guess i've lost my way, my dear
could you show me to the door
and all these things that i fear
can never take me away from here
cause i don't wanna be another afterthought to you
and i don't wanna leave without knowing if what you said was true
cause all my life i've been waiting for someone to pick me up again
and i don't wanna be another afterthought to you anymore
i want you in my arms for the world to see
so they can do no harm to you or me
but no one really cares what i have to say anyway
it goes to show
that they're gonna hate me anywhere i go
and all the things that you fear
don't let them take you away from here
cause i don't wanna be another afterthought to you
and i don't wanna leave without knowing if what you said was true
and all my life i've been waiting for someone to pick me up again
cause i don't wanna be another afterthought to you anymore
it's you i've waited for
cause i don't wanna be another afterthought to you
and i don't wanna leave without knowing if what you said was true
all my life i've been waiting for someone to pick me up again
cause i don't wanna be another afterthought to you anymore
it's you i've waited for
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